18.02.2010

All my friends blogging in English, while I’m the one doing in Chinese all the time.
Perhaps I should do it once in English also.
To improve my English writing.

Well, this Chinese New Year is boring. Again. Same as previous years, I’ll spending holidays in somewhere. Ipoh. A place that’s no longer attractive to me. Nor scenes nor foods. i rather stay at home doing my homework. Especially in this final year.

Today, is the one-month-being coupled with KL.
*31 days.* Those days seems short but fast.
How to celebrate when I’m at Ipoh and he’s at Subang?

The matter of distance, geographically that blocks us.

After 5-hrs chat on phone, I think, we are closer.
Erm, just abit closer.

After long chatting, he found his confidence, and I find out whether being couple or single, is not important.

What I need is REST.
I’m EXHAUSTED.

I think the same thing goes to him. Both of us are final year students, and schoolworks are so damn heavy until I can’t breathe.
My mind is so damn confusing whether to continue our relationship or end it up. Both have pros and cons. But the only thing that keep me hang on till today is, he’s a really nice guy and I’m not sure whether it’s a wise decision to put us an end.
He’s a really damn nice guy.

Almost perfect.

For me.

Until the little secret that he shared with me.

His past.


Well, a credit should be given to him for being honest, but if I view the whole thing from the perspective of his gf, I should failed him immediately. And that makes me lost the only confidence that I’ve on him.

No one is perfect.
All of us have our insufficient.
We are here to learn to be a better person.
So, that’s why I decide to continue our stories.
Hope, there’s infinite of years that I can write about OUR STORIES.

Ok, back to me again.
I’m hungry.
VERY VERY HUNGRY.
The last meal that I had is bout 1030.
Now is almost 7pm.
Staying at hotel all day long. For the CG debate thing.
Spent all day just to finish a 4 pages script.
*Damn it*
No time for studies.
No time for breaks.
No time for him.
Miss him a lot.