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Working life has started, just as the plan goes. Whether I used to the new routine, there's nothing else I can do. What I can do is enjoy, as God has plan for me.

When your door is closed, there's another window open,
and the view might be greater.

Before we graduate, we actually have some plans, our future working lives, etc.
Included when will we be dating on each week.

We rarely meet in weekdays, that's why i just wanna spend my weekend with him,
the guy i love.

But somehow, i just figured out that, he was not in my mind, somehow, for few minutes, when he was cycling, not far than 5m in front of me.

I were looking at him, as if he's a stranger.
I did not know what actually goes wrong with me, feeling so lost with him.
But everything back to normal eventually when we were licking our ice-cream after the tiring cycling.
Included my feelings towards him.

I can't tell what will be happening to us in the future,
but I hope everything will go with the plan, and, at this moment,
I do love him,
as I never love someone so much as I do before.

De-motivated

Everything around office is demotivating me to work here.

Such a huge different of expectation from the beginning till today.
I was not getting what I expected from the very beginning.

Everyday come punctually to work and go back home punctually.
I know this are the lifestyle that expecting from every white collars, but,

Not me…!!

I am hoping to have something challenging in my career that I need to strive hard to survive, although it’s tough, but I do enjoyed..!!

Being educated in such a stressed high school, I was trained to face stress and challenges every day.

So, that’s y I think I’m sooooo demotivated when I’m in a new environment that does not have challenges.

Thinking to hop, is that the right choice..?

想你是我每天的习惯

想你是我每天的习惯；

起床后叫你起床是我每天早上的习惯，
这时的我会想想昨天的你几点睡、有睡好吗，
而且赖床的你超级可爱的！

吃早餐时会想起你每天都抱怨我带你去吃的早餐并没有哪里哪里的好吃，
所以我决定了以后的早餐就由你负责煮给我吃，
因为我觉得你煮的早餐还不赖；

去上班时会希望我的工作地点就在你公司的附近，
那我就可以骗你来载我去上班，然后趁机勒索个早吻；

做工时会想起你以前说过的话：工作时要专心，
这时的我就会要自己专心工作不再想你，
要不如果工作没做好被老板骂，肯定又会被你取笑的了；

放工回家时会希望你别太迟回家，
同时也希望我们可以快快打好经济基础建立自己的家庭，
因为放工后可以让我帮你按摩，然后再骗多你几个吻作为按摩费用

看戏时会希望可以一起看恐怖片，
虽然我很害怕那些重复的电脑骗人伎俩，
也知道其实你也在害怕，
不过你勇敢让自己看那些吓人电影时的模样真帅，
而且躲在你的肩窝时你会紧紧地拥着我让我别怕；

一个人走街时也很想念你陪我一起买衣服的时候，
有些朋友的男朋友都不陪她们去逛街的，而且还说逛街是无聊的活动，
可是你不但会陪我逛街买衣，
而且还会给一些意见让我穿衣服时显得更有自信；

做运动时会想起你取笑我减肥失败的模样，
然而我觉得你是在用激将法逼我做运动，
因为我至今还是觉得你的肚腩并没有消失；

睡觉前会想和你聊电话直到我慢慢睡着，
就算在梦里也可以遇见你；

想你是我每天的习惯，
所以希望当我在想念你的时候，
你也在想着我。

如果这就是爱情

最近听到这首歌，旋律琅琅上口，而让吸引到我的注意力的是，正是那一句：如果这就是爱情。

说真的，我到现在都还不知道爱情是什么，拥有的时候很烦，失去的时候也很恼人。前一阵子和小童闹不愉快时，我甚至发信息问朋友什么是爱情。
「无论做什么事情都让你想念的那个人，就是你爱的人。」
那怎么没人告诉我，原来爱情是苦的呢？

昨天听着这首歌时，脑中仿佛放映着影片，一幕幕地上映。画面中，我看到小童搂着一个女生，亲吻她的额头，然后在她耳旁细语，而我，只站在后方，泪流。
眼泪像是崩塌的泪水，流个不停。我提着重重的脚步，离开那个空荡荡的停车场。才离开他的公司没多久，天空仿佛感染了我的伤心，竟然下了大雨。
哀号的雷声，答答的雨声，成了我唯一的陪伴。

你做了选择对的错的
我只能承认心是痛的
怀疑你舍得我被伤的那么深
就放声哭了何必再强忍

我没有选择我不再完整
原来最后的吻如此冰冷
你只能默认我要被割舍
眼看着你走了

如果这不是结局如果我还爱你
如果我愿相信你就是唯一
如果你听到这里如果你依然放弃
那这就是爱情我难以抗拒

如果这就是爱情本来就不公平
你不需要讲理我可以离去
如果我成全了你如果我能祝福你
那不是我看清是我证明我爱你

灰色的天空无法猜透
多余的眼泪无法挽留
什么都牵动感觉真的好脆弱
被呵护的人原来不是我

我不要你走我不想放手
却又不能够奢求同情的温柔
你可以自由我愿意承受
把昨天留给我

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